Lately I've been noticing how self-centered, ungrateful, greedy, and down right rude people can be. A while back I was talking to a "friend" (in some sense of the word) about a situation we were both involved with and listening to them made me realize what assholes some people really are/can be. Why is it that some people get some sort of self-gratification by doing things to intentionally hurt someone else?!? Now I'll be the first to admit that paybacks and karma can be a bitch, but why would you intentionally try to hurt someone you supposedly care about? Sure we say things in the heat of the moment that we may or may not mean, but why do we actually DO things to intentionally hurt each other wether they are emotional or physical? It's kind of sad that some people are so shallow that they have to knock someone else down to make themselves feel better... I guess thats all I have to say about that...
Yesterday was kinda shitty my phone broke in half and my fan on my computer decided to quit working...as I was talking to my dad today he said "kid if it wasnt for bad luck you wouldnt have any right now." This could be true however my bad luck is probably minor to other things that happened in the world today...I'm almost sure someones house probably burnt down and they lost everything they had, someone got in a bad car accident and was severely injured or possibly even killed, someone probably found out they are really sick, and someone lost some they loved. This made me realize how good so many of us have it...
This leads me to the last part of this blog:
I am greatful for......
My parents who always push me to do my best, and always stand beside me even when I screw up. Who love me for me... no matter what idiotic, stupid, ditzy, or goofy thing I do.
My brothers who can make me crazy and histarical at the same time and who I seem to get closer and closer with as they get older.
My grandparents who are 2 of the most caring best people in the world...a lot of people could learn a lot from them...
My grandpa syl who even though can be a smartass still would give you the last penny he had if he knew you really needed it.
My dogs who I know will never tell my deepest darkest secrets and who always seem to love me no matter what mood I'm in or what i look like...
My friends who let me use their shoulder when I need something to lean on and who will kick me in the butt when I'm being irrational...
Horses because they're pretty much my favorite animal and help me keep my sanity...
Then there are actual things like food, shelter, oxygen, the fact that i'm able to do things for myself, and every other little thing that we take for granted every day and dont even take into consideration brecause we dont even realize how imprtant they are...until they're gone...
